MUGGING.

jas, thames and i are currently mugging.
thames has this huge essay due in tomorrow, and ive got two assignments to hand in.
jas is just being hardworking and friendly, so shes mugging with us lol.

FUCKING HELL LAST MINUTE WORK AGAIN.
this never fucking changes.
i never fucking change.

GRR.

♥ 23:46;

A LITTLE SOMETHING.

Truth is,
1. there is no such thing as the truth
2.

I hate
1. being away from it all
2. myself for always jeopardizing my future

I made
1. an effort to start working on my assignment earlyslightly earlier
2. my life complicated when it really didnt need to be

I took
1. advantage of the comfort of my life
2. people's feelings lightly

Most of the time I
1. sit around doing nothing
2. procrastinate

I hate eating,
1. cos it makes me fat
2. but i still do cos i need food to live

My all time favourites are:
1. receiving calls or smses from jona
2. being in the moment of 'nothingness'

In 15 minutes time
1. i might send an sms, which i hope i dont regret sending
2. i should alr be sleeping

Tomorrow's plans are
1. school - asia tute and psych lecture
2. chiropractic appointment

People on my mind, randomly choosing in 3 seconds,
1. jona
2. jona
3. jona

Three songs to sing:
1. lips of an angel - hinder
2. everything you want - vertical horizon
3. what you believe in - take that

I really want to
1. be right next to jona
2. be on a lifelong holiday

I think
1. i really need to get my fat ass exercising
2. i have to be more independent

♥ 02:17;

PICTURES.

kfc lunch @ school couple of weeks ago.

waiting for the doc at emergency, HAHA.

ill transfer more recent pix from my phone to the comp when im not feeling so lazy.

♥ 03:25;

its really good to hear your voice saying my name
it sounds so sweet
coming from the lips of an angel
hearing those words it makes me weak

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had a loooong talk with my mom and sis after getting back from thames'.
the bigger picture my mom painted actually does sound really good.

FUCK!!

PLEASE WAKE UP YOUR FUCKING IDEA.

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and i never wanna say goodbye

♥ 06:38;

only in dreams, we see what it means
reach out our hands, hold on to his
but when we wake its all been erased
and so it seems..

only in dreams.

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im quite confused.
i dont really wanna go ahead, but i know i have to.
its not like ive got a whole lot of other options.
and if i tell the rents, i think theyll simply freak lol.
okay this isnt really a laughing matter.
GAH.

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i finally cleared up my room completely today, after being back for two whole weeks alr.
well its not really complete but complete enough.
oh yah, THANKS TOK for driving me to the airport that night.
man that was some ride.

and a HUGE THANK YOU to every single person who saw me off.
i really really appreciate it.
oh and gail, i really love your pressie!
although i think jona was a little disappointed at the timing of the it..
hahhaha.
and THANKS for the well-wishes, to those who couldnt go.
it was a great holiday, esp having you guys around.
(:
a little late for thank yous i know, but better late than never right?

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pictures from our, er, sushi party (?) last monday.

yes, every single piece of sushi was made by us.

jas trying to come up with more weird sushi, ahahha.

sashimi! mmmmmm..

and dann, being the wonderful friend he is, tried to kill us after dinner. oh wait, he alr tried to kill me before dinner. just look at his EVIL SMILE.

oh and not forgetting our friends from the park.

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its gonna hurt me
its gonna kill when you desert me

♥ 03:29;

i wish.

i wish.

i wish i didnt feel the need to wish.

♥ 04:42;

WHHHHY IS IT SOO FUCKING HOT?!

the second week of school is alr here..
time seems to pass so slowly, and yet it simply flies past.
grr.
well it was a pretty good week and a day i guess.
im coping well emotionally and educationally lols.
i went for almost all my lectures, except the first one last monday morning.
i woke up on time but didnt know where it was held cos the timetable site was down or something.
i like this feeling of attending my lectures, and mostly on time..
sense of achievement!
hahahha.
just hope ill be able to keep this up for the rest of the sem.

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anywaaaays this summer hols was simply the best!
i had the best birthday as well..
the only problem is, i have NO pictures ):
everythings just in my head.
surrounded by good friends, good food, good music, good alcohol lol.
jona planned a surprise chalet for me, with the gardeners there to celebrate.
the gang of us were supposed to go overnight fishing but of cos, that didnt happen.
it was so fucking sweet of him ((:
in return, i fulfilled his wish of seeing me puke LOL.
i was soooo smashed that i have no recollection of some of my time there.
i was awake, but i dont remember a thing hahha.
the chalet was actually only booked for a day but i booked it for the second day.
the second day was really good.
colin came down and cooked this amazing dinner for everyone.
his soto ayam is FAB.
calv, pd and all brought down stuff for a bbq.
unfortunately, that wasnt a success.
they were still trying to light a fire at four in the morning or something.
ended up cooking everything in the kitchen.
they experimented with the crabsticks by deep-frying them.
err they tasted kinda rubbery lol.
tok was also ONE of our djs for the night - think he was the only one who actually knew what he was doing hahha.
colin brought one kickass speaker, and tok brought his serato and whatever dj stuff.
everyone was trying their hand at it throughout the night.
lots of weird ass mixing was going on.
man, so much shit happened.
ive learnt to NEVER fall asleep during a chalet; you dont wanna wake up pissing yourself, being somewhere other than where you fell asleep, getting toothpasted, or getting chicken-winged.
actually, its not enough to just not fall asleep..
you have to make alliances the minute you step into the chalet hahaha.
poor tok and melvin.

jona also gave me this pair of uber cool shoes on my actual birthday!
it was done by our third musketeer, gerard a.k.a G a.k.a penguin hahha.
ill put up pix of it - hopefully soon - so you guys can take a look.
if you like his work, you can contact me and ill get in touch with him (:
ive been wearing them so much that i think theyll end up like my minnie mouse ones hha.
yes, its actually minnie mouse not mickey mouse.

theres soooo much other stuff from the past three months but once again, due to my procrastination, i havent updated on most.
gah who really cares anyways?

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we're into autumn alr but the weather heres a BITCH.
its fucking, what, 40 degrees out?
i think it was for yesterday, it is for today and will be for tomorrow.
NUTS I TELL YOU.
if you stood in the sun for just 10 mins or something, you could prolly turn into an abo.
best of all, my house's ventilation is spoilt!
my poor car is melting outside..
yes, its made of ice cream.
wtf?

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this post was actually typed up last friday late night/early saturday morning, while we were chilling at thames'.
so some stuff has been edited.
anyways, we didnt end up drinking much at thames'.
we had a lan party instead hahha.
the boys were playing xbox and the girls were on laptops.
i slept around seven and woke up around two.
rotting at thames' for the whole day after.
watched the classic old-school cartoon cinderella on foxtel.
i didnt remember cinderella being that funny; gus the fat mouse is so fucking cute!
we went to catch a movie at carousel that night.
they wanted to watch the illusionist, but jas and i had alr caught it in singapore.
we told them to watch it anyways; jas and i decided to watch music and lyrics.
well actually, jas had kinda alr decided before that hahha.
the movie was pretty good, much better than what i had expected.
we gave it 3.5/5
had a damn late dinner after the show - it was more like supper.

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wah long ass post.
okay id better do some lectures before heading to school.
i think im going nuts - im starting to really like doing lectures.
gah!

♥ 12:20;