whoo.
got sidetracked while packing my luggage and finally changed my blogskin, after having the other one for hell of a long time.
yes, i finally managed to get photoshop.
thanks tok!
and yes, i know im a little slow, but that cant be helped.
lol.
ooh, tok got me limewire pro as well.
but i forgot to get him to transfer the 'stars are blind' mos version.
feeling kinda tired from all the packing and editing of the blogskin.
think i should try and sleep.

damn im hungry.

HAPPY 20th DARLING YAN.

♥ 08:24;

10 cent subway sandwiches TODAY!

you know how sometimes you just sit, and many thoughts are just swarming around in your head?
all these thoughts feel so heavy and plenty.
and yet when someone asks you what youre thinking abt, you cant really say for sure.
its heaps of stuff, and at the same time nothing at all.

i am not perfect - in fact, i am far from it.
i am just a human being after all.

thank you.
thank you for everything.

think its time for a smoke..
or two.

♥ 04:24;

damn, now im missing december 2006 and january 2007 as well.

oh yeah, its a new year now.
same happenings, just a different year?
think mines started out pretty alright though.
prolly better than the years before?
please continue, pretty pretty please with a cherry on top.
wtf.

♥ 06:59;

been having blogstipation for more than two months alr.
now im still awake at this hour, and i dont feel tired at all.
grr.

one should not go seeking for something that he/she would not actually want to know.
is that right?
ignorance is bliss..
in this case, i think thats very true.
then again, maybe it isnt.
it might turn out to actually be useful.
key word here being might.
lol.
i dont know how im going to live up to it.
the bond was strong, i think, and for so long, and yet it was broken.
how does one feel that he/she can compete, hell, even be near enough?
this is when the 'thinking-too-much' phrase hits.
pms?
i think ms..
its going to be tough.
fucking tough.

my moms birthday was yesterday.
i wanted to call her up when it was midnight but forgot to since i was mahjonging at tonys.
perth is now an hour ahead so i was supposed to call earlier.
ended up calling her in the night when i got back home.
she told me that the dior wallet i got her is really nice to use.
i was like, of cos! otherwise, why the hell pay so much?
hahha.
a sheep came home.
seems like this birthday was better than what she could ever have expected.

okay, i might update abt the past two months plus some other time.
again, the key word being might.
the best update?
the last couple of months have been absofuckinglutely GREAT.

eh what happened to my tagboard?

♥ 06:51;