casino!

alright im updating cos chuas been bugging me for quite some time alr.

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those flashing lights come from everywhere
the way they hit him, i just stop and stare

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oh i havent loaded pix from the beach.
and we had a bbq the next friday after the beach.
well the last week was a good week..
was out quite a bit; casino, shi sha, xotica, makan makan.
hmm was that all?
well i was at the casino 4 times the past week la.
but it was good!!
not really cos of the money..
hehhehe.
although tylo and jas' predictions during the last trip were kinda cool yet freaky.
lol.
for me, the casino trips were def the highlights of the week.
xotica was a pretty cool experience, but id rather hit the casino anytime.

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hes got me lovestoned, i think im lovestoned
hes got me lovestoned

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still doing my hist essay.
its overdue by a day but im hoping my tutor will overlook that small little detail.
hahha, please please please.
im finally gaining momentum in my writing but its alr fucking 5 in the morning.
grrr.
i really have to start on exam revision once im done with the essay.
but i think if i manage to pass any of my units, then i must be a bloody genius.
i finish my papers in the first week, then its 3 weeks of working.
need to earn more moolahs.
after that, singapore here i cooooommmee!
oh almost forgot, thailand and maybe hong kong here i come tooooooooo!

p.s. happy/scary halloween!

♥ 05:09;

shit.

supposed to be redoing my hist assignment, cos my tutor said i should resubmit it.
but so fucking laaaaaazzzzy!
and i hope i get through the tute later.
if i havent started on my essay, how am i supposed to talk abt it?
lol fuck.

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what if everything has simply been one very loooooooong dream?
what if nothing has actually happened?
will i finally wake up and realise that i have yet to live my life? im lost.
sigh.
nineteen years.. someone..

my brain has been in overdrive. please save me.
not academically of cos..

i HATE feeling all this shit. before its too late.

♥ 03:48;

last.minuter

finished my anth essay which was due last monday a while ago.
i realised that i usually get 'inspiration' to do my work really late at night.
yes, its annoying.
i think i just wrote pages of bullshit la.
god.

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jas, dann, jy, themz and i hit south beach last friday.
it was pretty cold.
my face is a little chao ta and bcos i was wearing my sunnies, i have like freaking huge goggle-looking white marks around my eyes.
KNN.
ill try to not be lazy and upload the pix soon.
although my internets finally fast enough to do something now, i really should be sleeping cos its almost fucking FOUR in the morning.

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still have HEAPS of work to do.
why am i so fucking last minute?!?!
sickeninnnnng.
3 pieces of work crammed for 2 days.
looks like i have to go into nerd mode again.
a bit the early and i havent even started studying for the exams.
excellent.

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what am i afraid of?

♥ 03:57;

OMG..
WHAT A BALL-LESS PUSSIFIED MOTHERFUCKING CUNT YET MEH PO MENG TAI AI SAT GO HOME AND SUCK YOUR MOTHERS COCK YOU PIECE OF SHIT KA NIN NA BEI PHUA CHAO CHEE BAI FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING FUCK DIU LEI LOU MO POK KAI HAM KA CHAN NGENTOT GU GAB BAN YET PO YOU GUTLESS LITTLE SHIT
FUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOU

♥ 02:50;

omg.i.did.what?

okay people, listen up.
eh maybe read up.. whatever.
you HAVE to buy 4D, toto, slipik or whatever lotto there is..
cos i went to school at fucking TEN IN THE MORNING todayyesterday!
it wasnt even my actual tute some more.
i did a replacement for the one i skipped on wednesday.
went for history lect at 11 and saw daphne.
she couldnt believe her eyes..
i think she was in shock lol!
then off to anthropology lecture at 12.
okay, i did doze off but its cos everyone was soooo quiet during the lecture.
and greg was just droning on.
damn nice to sleep.
met dann and thames for lunch.
dj saw me in the ref and he got a shock as well.
man i am good at surprising pple.
thames, dann and i went to our respective classes after.
oh mine was another replacement for my lab on tuesday.
this weeks psych lab was pretty interesting though.
my history lecture was kind of abt the same thing we did in the lab.
AND on top of attending all the classes that i wanted to, i went to the lib at night to do some research for my anthro essay.
well it is overdue alr but thats not the point.
and i went a little late, but still..
this week has been damn shiok!
attended almost all my lectures and went for all my tutes.
WOO HOO!

it would be nice if everyday was like yesterday.
get up early for my class, attend all the classes for the day, head to somerville for some teh tarik and relac, study a little more at night.

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okay i just realised i wrote quite a bit on my boring day at school.
lol.
bottom line, UN-BELIEVABLE (with the hong kong accent please).

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prolly hitting the beach later.
most likely cicerellos for lunch?
then out with gif and jas and maybe the rest.
today shall be my 'fun' day.
for this saturday and sunday, I WANNA BE YELLOW AND NERDY.

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grr.
im soooooo fucking hungry la.
no thanks to dann..
want me to cook for you some more.
dream on!
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p.s. its friday the 13th!

♥ 01:59;

fuck.everythings.fucked

been wanting to write a post for some time but my fucking internet has been so damn slow.
i realised that its cos ive been downloading shitloads of stuff.
lol.

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anyway, i am so fucked.
this sem is fucked up!
exams are in.. 3 weeks?
3 WEEKS?!
fuck!
i dont know anything about anything.
i was lucky last sem and passed everything, but this sem is really bad.
grrrrrrrrrrrr.
i am so damn sick of school and studying and shit.
i dont wanna study anymore!!

okeys, dann and i have come up with a plan..
i will marry thames so i can escape to thailand.
then we will adopt dann!
isnt that a brilliant plan?
hehhe.
(ehhh i just realised that little paragraph totally rhymed!)

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dont you every feel like so many aspects of your life are fucked up?
thats what im feeling..
fuck.
fuck fuck fuuuuuuuuuuuuuucccccccccckk.
i feel so tired.
more so mentally..

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sometimes i wonder why i gave up so easily..
gave up on something that was probably the best thing to happen to me.
sigh.
i was such a shithead to not appreciate such a great thing in my life.
well, like they say, everything happens for a reason.
i still really miss you..

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