I AM SICK OF THIS LIFE.

♥ 18:46;

zz.

man.
i fell asleep during my HIST1111 and ANTH1101 lectures today.
really slept during the anthropology one.
think i almost fell out of the chair hahha!
its not that its really boring,just dont know why i couldnt stay awake today.
i went for djs economics lecture and was resting there..
the lecturer actually asked this guy to wake up during the lecture.
thank god it wasnt me LOL.

since we finished the same time today,accompanied dai lo to the melville mazda to get his rx7.
his kinda 'long lost friend' gave us a lift there.
fucking ex to service the car!!
think maybe cos they put in the turbo timer and all that shit..
the workmanship was alr around 200 plus.
saw the new mazda rx8.
the leather interior one is about 60k.
man thats FUCKING ex for a car here.
i kinda like the mazda3,think its the hatchback model.
then he gave me a lift back so i didnt need to take the bus(:

i really wanna get a car so i can drive to school.
much easier and i can wake up a little later heh.
will prolly get one next month after my mom gets back.
should start surfing around for cars..
i still really want this particular 1991 toyota celica that i saw at vic park.
its damn nice cos its kinda old school,but its ex considering its alr that old.
bleah-

alright i should sleep real soon cos i dont wanna be falling asleep tomorrow.
esp not during my anthro tutorial.

♥ 12:11;

weird.

sigh.
i shouldve listened to dj when he told me not to rely too much on iLectures,that they were just backups.
having problems with all my HIST1111 lectures and one of my ANTH1101 lectures.
and the friggin second tutorial for PSYC1101 hasnt even gone online yet.
shit!
i need the slides from the third tutorial.

anyhow,i think ive been feeling more depressed of late.
i dont know.
im really missing everyone whos not here with me..
things arent the same.
and i dont like that.

yan darling:sorry i havent chatted with you for hell long already.ill talk to you soon if not,ill send an email.drop me one if theres anything urgent ya?take care.love ya!

ah tan & ah tong:congrats on your pop merv(: hope youre enjoying yourself inside.and ah tong,its your turn really soon.all the best!really miss your nonsense boys..

p'jay:hope your studies are going on really well and youre having fun.come for a visit or something during your school hols!i didnt get to see you when you came to get your stuff.

safourone:are you attending all your classes?!lols.miss all your pranks and wacky shit.same to you,come visit if possible.and sleep early..!

fam:hope youre behaving yourself.heh.miss talking to you..and i havent finished reading negima yet.looks like i gotta continue in december!

mingxue:is the army treating you alright?cant wait to see you in december..see the great changes(: and thanks for all your lovely msgs all the time.

atharians:hope you guys are keeping up with school,for those who are studying.miss all your shit..dont gamble so much!continue listening to jay chou and ill be back for more piercings lol!oh say hi to the athar uncles for me wahahha.

I MISS ALL YOU GUYS!

qiao ke li mei mei:i forgot to write down our songs!anyway ive finally managed to get the colour for the tagboard right,so no worries next time(:
~wo bu yao chi mai dang lao
bu yao chi ta han bao bao~

sigh.
just in a weird kinda mood.
hope i didnt miss out many pple.
i miss you too big lil bro(:
oh shit i should sleep now its friggin late and i need to wake up for my HIST1111 lecture tomorrow.
damn,nights!

♥ 01:54;

crazy.

well here i am,listening to my iLecture while it buffers,at TWO in the morning.
goodness.
it may sound like im going mad but im not.
just in the mood to catch up on my lectures for psych.

had shisha again on friday.
before that,we had dinner at this indian restaurant which apparantly mr. LKY and his son eat at in singapore.
impressive?
(:
mixed fruit is really nice but this time it was really dry.
raymond was disappointed that we missed the live belly dancing.
lols.
went to play cs after that.
it was really fun!
i hadnt played cs in a long time but managed to improve on my frag..
although it was still really bad hahha.

think i should sleep soon,after i finish this lecture.
dont know how im gonna be able to wake up for my lecture later.
dont feel like going!

♥ 02:05;

"numb"

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be

♥ 01:06;

labour.day?

oh man.
i think im fucked.
i read skimmed through my psychology text cos i was rushing to do the quiz.
theres SO much stuff,just in one chapter!
so did the quiz but i think i only got half the questions correct.
then i started reading through one of my anthropology & sociology texts and my god..
i didnt even fully understand the first page.
i am gonna DIE this sem.
wah-
but on second thought,my timetable is heaps better than the others.
i have much less classes..
(:
so more time for reading i guess.
x)
oh one weird thing.
i changed my classics unit to chinese.
ill actually be studying chinese this sem.
how cool is that?
ppl come to australia to escape chinese and i actually chose to study it.
LOLS.

today is actually labour day.
but "uwa does NOT recognize labour day" and thus,we poor students still have to get to school.
damn.

cant remember what i actually wanted to update so ya..
well i updated my profile!
lols.
better hit the sack.
oh and im finally gonna be able to drive to school later.
no more queuing from busport..
yes!

♥ 00:45;