long.update?

fuck!
i was typing like,half my blog entry when my fucking comp restarted!
argh.
now i have to retype everything.


havent studied for the human bio extended answer.
havent done my history report draft.
havent done my current affairs journal.
havent done that stupid goal setting thingy.
what else?
the only thing ive done is jones elacs work for tomorrow.


the past week has been okay i guess.
was really cold on thursday and friday.
a lot of pple werent prepared for the cold on thursday and were freezing.
good thing i checked the weather report hahhas.
friday was the greatest assortment of coats and jackets ive seen.
oh and we had carousel on drugs and alcohol.
didnt think it was that boring,although i almost fell asleep during the first session cos i was so tired.
had bball after school.
our team was leading initially,and its not very often that that happens.
still lost in the end though,but not by that much.
but those bloody farangs still had the cheek to complain after the game.
like,WHAT THE FUCK.
youve already won so what more you fucking want?!
buay tahan these farangs.
watched the u-17 and u-19 boys games after that.
went down to somerville cafe for dinner.
first time i ate there and the food was pretty good.
slacked at erins then went home.


slacked at home then went to meet mali and erin.
didnt meet many pple at nb,surprisingly.
saw kimmy and walked to house of kimchi together.
had dinner and pao pao cha later.
met della and her boo at busport.
she complained about the 'hear mak mak' group.
hahhaha.
hilarious.
winson,ning,nok and kosuke came on the bus and we called them to sit with us.
dharan and jai got on too at some stage.
poor dharan and jai had to walk all the way back home..


read jjs blog and ive thought about that before,perhaps not so in depth.
i remember talking with my arseholic friend in singapore when i was back for the summer break and he was saying,what is the use of a relationship,if not for the physical stuff thats involved?
he said something along the lines of,whats the difference between a girlfriend and a good friend?i confide in you and you probably know even more than she does.the only thing is,i dont fuck you.
and i agree with him(:
hell..
i really really miss him.

what should i do now?
is it worth the effort?

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