wasted.

fuck.
just wasted my long weekend away.
only did about six questions or so for app math and most of my elacs presentation.
dont think its long enough yet.
maybe can touch up during human bio tomorrow morning.
feeling quite sleepy now.
yawn.
think i ll take a shower and go to bed.
nights`

maybe time will help.
some things might fade.

♥ 23:55;

homework.so much.

wah.
feeling tired now.
having a headache.
annoying..


having the long weekend now.
and i havent started on any work yet.
better get started tomorrowtoday or die.


lalala..
dont know what to write now.
but i just feel like blogging something.


sigh.

time will make me forget.
it will.

♥ 01:59;

work.work.work

def gonna fail my bio test.
not studying for it didnt really help much.
well,i did attempt to study for it last night.
just ended up falling asleep with the book in front of me,before i could actually start on anything.


yay!
managed to finish a game of two suit spider solitaire.
hahhaha.


the long weekend is coming up.
was hoping that next week would be free so i dont have to do much over the weekend.
but,it looks like my wish didnt come true.
have quite some work to do this week.
lets see what i have to do..

- elacs oral presentation due
- history report draft due
- app math ex 1a,1b,1c,2a & 2b
- finish chem module 3
- app math assignment test
- app math assignment 3 due

man!
so many things to do over the week and hopefully finish by the weekend.
fuck.


feeling tired just mentioning all the homework.
gonna go try and sleep now.

what can i do?
but forget..

♥ 12:08;

tired.always tired.

ahh..
im so screwed.
having the human bio test tomorrow morning and i havent started studying yet.
oh my god six motherfucking chapters by tonight.
sigh.
really not in the mood to study right now.
just feeling so tired.


had a chemistry test today and i sat at the side cos there werent any more benches left.
so i propped my leg up to make myself comfy,and guess what?
the shelf wasnt screwed on so it lifted and all the beakers and bottles came crashing to the ground.
man..
it happened so damn fast that i didnt even realise what was going on.
hope they werent too expensive cos i think this will prolly come out of my allowance.
but on the slightly up side,i did manage to do most of the questions in the paper.
dont know if the answers are right though.


man,feeling so tired right now.
havent even had a shower yet.
oh fuck!
forgot to do some of hogendoorns homework.
crap i just hope she doesnt sit on me or something.
really not in the mood to study this year..
and its the crucial year.
ah damnit better shower and do something.

i ll get over it.
i will.

♥ 22:06;

tired.again

waah.
im so damn tired cos of lack of sleep and the fun aquatics day today.
the sun really drains your energy.
but i had lots of fun today(:
so many pple participated in everything.
think i can safely say that everyone had fun.
im still the same colour though..
didnt get any bit darker i think.
bleah.


having six chapters for the human bio test next tuesday.
die man!
havent started studying and i have absofuckinglutely no idea whats going on.
im gonna have to cram everything on sunday and monday i think.
aiyo..
me and last minute studying/revision.
and i have to finish about five app math chapters.
have to work harder!
hope i dont fall asleep in classes tomorrow.

i thought about what he said.
and it all made sense.

♥ 22:17;

wells.
back to blog.
just feeling so tired.
its only about half past ten and i feel like sleeping already.
havent been able to sleep well the past couple of weeks.
sigh.
if this carries on,im gonna die.


its fun aquatics day tomorrow.
dont see why some pple dont wanna go,even if they dont have a test on friday.
i had fun last year so im hoping this year will be fun too.
hope i dont burn.


dont know what else to blog.
theres stuff thats too private to be telling the whole world.

.its the little things.

♥ 22:57;

okays.
im finally blogging after more than a month.
think i cant really find the words to blog when im depressed.
which kinda explains the long absence.
sigh.
life is so-so at the moment.
more towards bad though.
and my sis just broke my cup.
fuck.


the past two weekends have been pretty eventful and fun.
but theres lack of sleep and lack of doing homework involved.


i dont understand why life is the way it is-why my life is the way it is.
they say that things happen for a reason.
but do they,really?
sometimes i really cant see the reason.
everythings prolly fucked up for a fucked up reason that i cant fucking see.
argh.

爱上你的微笑
一夜睡不着
怎么办才好
因为你的美丽
让我神魂颠倒

慢慢慢靠近你
不让你知道
我的心在跳
闭上我的眼睛
幻想你赖在我怀抱

♥ 12:35;