my internets bloody pissing me off.
its being slow and everything.
fuck.


so,its finally the last day of 2004.
the last day to a very fucked up year.
but then again,every year is a fucked up one.
hopefully 2005 will be a less screwed up year.


its been raining the entire day.
rain.
stop.
rain.
stop.
rain.
stop.
rain.
stop.
doesnt seem to be a very good last day.
and def not a good day to have a gathering.
which i ll be going for in about 20 mins time.


sigh`
i made up my mind about it last night.
and im not going to bother about it.
thought about other stuffs for the new year as well.
ahh.
diu.
better get ready to go.


.why does everything have to be so fucked up?.

♥ 19:13;

update(:

went out with yan xi yesterdayon monday.
prav met us in the evening/night and we were supposed to catch a movie together.
but yan had to leave earlier so only prav and i caught national treasure.
it was supposed to be oceans twelve,but PRAV bought the wrong tix.
hhaha.
i shouldnt be so mean actually,cos he treated me for almost everything yesterdayon monday.
it feels really good to have friends with money(:


went out with poh,pei ling,rou chi,shan and jo ah neh today.
in other words,i went out with the famous M5!
hahha..
eh i wonder what the 'M' stands for.
anyone care to enlighten me?
was really fun meeting up with them again.
too bad yan couldnt make it in the end..
think shes sick or something.


so i ended up in gardens cos i wanted to get the mash potato thingy from 7-11.
but the bloody machine wasnt working or something.
so i didnt manage to get my dinner.
diu.
and i saw him.
double diu.
came over to melvins place after slacking at coffee bean with him,james and nat.
and finally met jona on the bus.
watched brotherhood just now.
must say thats its a good show.
lots of action and blood and good acting as well.
and of cos,WON BIN.
hhahhha!
so melvins messing around in the kitchen and james is 'taking a nap'.
at FOUR in the morning.
weird.


my tongue feels kinda weird now.
must be cos of those chocolate muffins of melvins.
made the piercing move all over.
eeeerr.


wells,going out with xiao yun later in the afternoon.
man i havent seen her in ages!
have to get home soon or im gonna be damn shagged.

♥ 04:11;

fuck you.

♥ 02:37;

im back!
its been great being back in singapore.
dont feel like going back to perth when the hols are over.
damnit.

♥ 16:47;

omg..
its so damn late-or rather early-in the morning.
and im still not asleep.
supposed to be waking up soon to get to the airport.
think ive been sleeping too late the past couple of days so i cant get to sleep.
and prolly cos im excited about going back..
im feeling hungry now.
hahhaha.

♥ 03:16;

its finally my turn to go back to singapore.
sweeeet!


and yet,im a little reluctant to go back.
i think ive already settled in here that it kinda scares me to go back and face everything in singapore.
so many things are gonna be different.
things change all the time.
*sigh
i hope im just thinking too much.


IM GOING HOME!!

♥ 00:07;

feeling tired now.
stayed over at thames' house last night[wednesday night].
only managed about four hours of sleep.
the blanket was so warm!
and foxtel digital was good hahhaa.
finally managed to watch courage the cowardly dog and mike,lu and og!
its been aaaaagessss.
thanks for the drinks,food,blanket,armchair and everything thames!
oh and thanks to jay too for the food?(:


hope all you thais/thailanders have a safe and fun flight back home tonight.
and hope you enjoy your summer hols in thailand,raymond.
erin,hope youre already enjoying yourself.i forgot to tell him what you wanted me to say though.so sorry..
have a safe flight everyone and enjoy yourselves!


might pop into bed soon`

♥ 00:08;

*bleah

my blog is so damn boring.
i mean its not like i hadnt noticed it before,but i had never bothered much about that fact until now.
it seems like everyone has someone or something to blog about,but i just blog about shit.
theres nothing,really,in my life.
maybe its also because i dont exactly want to blog about every single detail of my life.
i dont want pple judging me and making decisions about who i really am.
pple read stuffs and add a tone that they think is suitable or come up with ideas as to why i-or any one else-typed that down.
then they get others to read what we ve written or they spread it around[yes,its called gossiping].
i dont think anyone does that with my posts cos theres really nothing to talk about.
anyways,im just sprouting nonsense and i dont know if it all makes sense or not.
im tired so its off to bed.

♥ 00:07;