again

watched new police story again jes now.
wahhaha.
watched the part where daniel wu dies,again after that.
thats when hes on top of the convention hall place.
that part is jes so nice to watch.
not only does daniel look really hot and cool there,its so sad.
*sigh

♥ 23:57;

edison.is.cute.daniel.is.hot

having cc now.
its so good when hellsinger isnt here.
can do whatever we want to.
thought i could do my wishlist now but i cant get access to this certain site i want cos its prohibited!
fuck man.
and found some really good pix of edison chen,but i cant send it to my email.
the schools emailing system is screwed up or something.
crapcrap.


i seem to be thinking a lot more nowadays.
tends to kinda be random stuffs?
*blah
wanted to write something down but i cant remember what it is now.
quek said something nice yesterday,but i dont really think its true though.
its so damn sad.
*sigh
why cant some things in life jes go the way i want them to go?
this is so damn annoying.
why is life like thaaaaaat?
good thing there is edison.
oh and daniel.
they make life slightlymuch more worth living.
wahhahha.
dont know what else to blog.
jes decided to blog now cos the schools internets pretty fast,while one of my comps at home is kinda screwed up.
*biiish

♥ 15:23;

daniel.is.hot

watched nps again in the afternoon.
daniel is jes so hot in that movie.
he looks best at the part where theyre on top of the convention hall place.
so HOT!
and hes not a small punk..
hes already like,thirty!
my god.
i had no idea til i checked it out jes now.
he looks best with his short hairstyle,like in nps and gen-x cops.
*drool
i wanna try and watch all his movies.
and edisons.
must try and get my hands on more hong kong movies.

♥ 22:17;

head.hurts

woke up early with a hangover thisyesterday morning.
tsk.

big thanks

to erin,jay,nat,agnes,gif and thames for helping me last [last] night!
hahhaha.
i cant remember what exactly happened.
head still hurts.


rested at home and watched princess-d and new police story jes now.
new police story [nps] is hell nice!
watched it twice.
good plot,lots of action and pretty good acting.
esp for daniel wu,cos hes still kind of a small punk.
and daniel wu is HOT as hell in this one.
kinda like in gen-x cops.
*whoo
slick and cool man.
i love the part where he dies in the show.
he looks hell good there and his acting skills really shows there.
he looks pretty different in princess-d and nps.
can tell that he looks more matured and manly in nps.
wahhaaha.
edison was so cute in princess-d!
so retarded and all.
hell cute.
and he still looks the same.
daniel and edison did kinda look likes bros in princess-d.
didnt they use to be besties or something?
oh!
and princess-d is mine cos yovi gave it to me!
so i can watched edison again and again wahahha.
thanks lots yovi!
dont know why i didnt really notice daniel before.
wells now both are mine!!

♥ 01:08;

sick

think i may stop blogging for a while.
no more mood to blog already.

♥ 23:32;

damn.
schools starting tomorrow.
*bleah
but if school doesnt start,the term will never end and i wont be able to go back to singapore.
*sigh
didnt do anything at all over the hols.
too lazy to get anything done.

♥ 22:18;

life sucks

happy birthday nigel

*sigh
so bloody bored now.
nothing to do.
but think.
and thinking makes everything worse.
i kinda hate my life.
i know that its not that screwed up,compared to many others.
but the grass is always greener on the other side.
i jes wish im not who and what i am.
life is so fucked up.

♥ 01:13;

my fucking internets screwy again on the other comp!
*argh

♥ 23:44;

full(:

theres something wrong with my internet now.
its screwy.
all the logos and pix arent loading properly and everthing is 'cannot find server'.


anyways,went to city yesterday with agnes.
went shopping cos i wanted to get the quiksilver polo-t.
didnt buy anything else,cos didnt have anything in mind.
had the ice cream on waffle at gelare after that.
the waffle is damn nice.
went down to northbridge after that for dinner at billy lees.
although we only ordered two dishes,we couldnt finish them.
and both dishes we ordered turned out to be different from what we wanted.
hahha.
i ta-baoed home the leftovers and after chatting there for a long time,we both went to utopia to wait for erin.
nat called while we were there and met us.
saw a whole bunch of murdoch pple up there.
they had jes finished ktving.
erin,pam and thames came up but left to play pool.
asked us to jes wait at utopia.
nat left after eating.
wait,wait,wait then erin told us to go over to old shanghai.
then called to tell us to go to hong kong restaraunt instead.
then gif followed by isaac joined us there.
since thames cousin was giving a lift back,we stayed late.
went to pot black and played pool.
saw kim with his new haircut.
kinda reminded me of kiddo.
he played billiards with his cute colleage!
we left at about 0040h i think.
went to pams place and waited for thames cousin.
and now im home.
and i jes ate my xo chicken that i ta-baoed.
nice.
hahha.
thats why i never lose weight.
keep eating!
*bleah

♥ 02:58;

tiired

went to fremantle todayyesterday.
was supposed to play bball with erin,isaac and all.
but the court was fully booked so we couldnt.
and no one called to tell me so i walked to the uni to find that they werent there.
then walked over to the college,thinking that maybe they went there to play since the uni was full.
but there was no one there either.
i almost reached home when erin called to inform me..
so went home,ironed some clothes,changed and went to garbo to meet erin and agnes.
went down to freo and met up with isaac,may,pam and fom.
we went to this arcade place where they have the laser game as well.
vs isaac for air hockey and he beat me both times!
damnit.
waited for isaacs friends to arrive and we played the laser game,four vs four.
our team won!
it was pretty fun.
but i didnt know how to kill pple properly.
stupid.
after that went down to ciccerellos.
is that how you spell it?
anyways,wanted to have dinner there but by the time we reached,it was closed!
so we went to another place next to mackers and ate there.
the food was pretty good.
but quite ex as well.
caught a train back to city and went to northbridge.
isaac went to buy food cos he didnt eat at the place.
we all walked back and erin,agnes and i took the last bus home.
and now here i am blogging.


dont know whats wrong with me but ive been thinking of singapore a lot lately.
*sigh
not good to think about it too much.
cos then i ll be too homesick and theres still another one and a half months to go.
maybe even more than that.
I WANT TO GO BACK TO SINGAPORE!


better try and sleep soon.
wanna go out with agnes tomorrow.
so i ll have to wake up earlier.
*bleah

♥ 02:59;

boredd

its another day already.
think cos i changed the template,feel like blogging more!
hahaa.
theres quite a fun game,cheat!
sent to me by poh si.
but i cant seem to get back to my paper on time for test four.
anyways..


chatted with a friend whom i havent seen or contacted in eons.
okay,not eons,but in about seven years.
friendster really helps.
hahaha(:


boredd now.
feel like going shopping tomorrow or something,since its late night for garbo.
but garbo also has nothing much.
maybe friday;late night in city.
need to make use of the last few days of the hols.


i miss everyone in singapore!!
*argh
dont know what else to blog.
maybe i ll go take a shower now.


yan:i dont think youre so suay ba?maybe its all jes coincidences?it might not be your time yet?maybe next time you ll get a very very very good quality guy.wahhhaa.tall,dark and handsome!try not to think too much about it.jes think that im in the same position(:

♥ 02:02;

yay

changed my blogskin already.
feel so happy cos i managed to modify it.
although i took a long time to jes change the positioning,pix,colours and stuffs.
not good with html.
was getting bored with the old one and wanted a plain and simple design.
but the pic takes kinda long to upload.
stupid.


four more days and school reopens.
damn.
i still havent started on anything yet.
supposed to revise my human bio cos i havent been listening in class.
but so far,havent touched anything from school at all.
still have my history report and ic homework to catch up with.
oh!
and my econs report.
hmm.
actually quite a bit to do ah?
*sigh
better get stuck into it soon.


eh!
arent we supposed to go down to the beach or something?
erin!
faster organise something!


dont know why,but im missing singapore more and more nowadays.
really hope time passes quick so i can go back.
thinking of friends and stuffs to do in singapore gets me through the days here.
wahhahha!
maybe i should have a countdown thingy on my blog.


anyways,im hungry!
gonna have dinner now.

♥ 20:46;

jes spoke to one of the guys and hes alright.
*whew
things have turned out to be slightly better than i imagined.
think i may start going to church again so that a miracle might happen.
hahaa.
hopefully we ll be celebrating when i get back,yea?
I LOVE YOU GUYS LOTS!
miss the whole bunch hell loads.


actually,i miss everyone in singapore!
cant wait to get my ass back there.
another 2 more months..
*bleah
hope time flies.


take care everyone.
i wanna see all your asses when im back.

♥ 02:41;

dont actually feel like blogging anymore.
but hell.
first off,

happy birthday brother

*sigh
dont think i ll be back in singapore in time.
i really wanna be there for you two.
hope things dont turn out to be so bad.
cried over the past three days.
think its the first time ive cried for things involving others and not myself.


im a person that cannot cope with change easily.
i want things to remain as they were.
i like to remain in my comfort zone.
i know things change.
but i dont like them to.
i wish things could be the way they were.
before i came here.
those really were the days.

♥ 00:03;

omfg.
what.
i cant believe this is happening.
it still seems like a dream.
why?!
why now?
i wish i could be there with yous.
i cant imagine what its like.
feel like crying already.
wish we didnt do it.
but whats done is done.
although yous wont be reading this,i want yous to know that i ll be praying.
and i love you two.

♥ 22:01;

happy birthday 陈冠希!

♥ 14:44;

fuck.
my post that i typed out jes now didnt load.
damnit.
so anyways,feeling pretty tired now.
might try sleeping earlier today.
cos i gotta get up earlier to go to royal show later.
hope its loads fun.


something interesting happened todayyesterday,since its already past twelve.
it made me kinda happy,but sad as well.
i cant go back to the past so theres nothing i can do.
and yet if time did go back,things might not have turned out differently.
im jes glad i finally told him everything(:


*sigh
why is life so bloody unfair?
why do some pple get everything they desire while others get absolutely nothing?
fuck this shit!

♥ 02:17;

parrty

got back about an hour ago from camerons.
quite a number of pple were stoning away man.
hahha.
its nice fun to disturb them.
drank some goon and that was pretty bad.
didnt drink that much but i managed to crash into the toilet door.
wahhahha.
oh and that stupid mofo of a taxi driver who drove us to camerons was suck a dick!
chisas taxi ride was only fourteen bucks and ours was twenty-five bucks!!
the bloody mofo drove to the wrong place and got a little lost and all.
didnt even lower the price some.
asshole.
even the taxi ride back was cheaper.
and it was after midnight and we stopped over at mackers,dropped raymond off then andrew and chisa.
*argh
left the house with fifty bucks and now i jes have five left.
great.


printing out the score for 陈冠希s '极爱自己'.
almost forgotten how to read notes and everything already.
*bleah
okk gonna try and play it now.

♥ 02:40;

the chinese characters are really weird.
they came up as random shit when i changed the encoding to chinese simplified.
played around with the encodings and realized that you have to use unicode in order to view them properly.
so ya.
off to sleep now.

♥ 03:46;

still awake now.
not sleepy yet.
think ive been sleeping too late the past couple of nights.
messed up my body clock.
hmm..
feeling hungry all of a sudden.
not in a very good mood now.
feel very down,like im drained of energy.


friday,011004
was the last day of school.
i only went to school cos i had to take my ic test.
*bleah
there were so few pple in school.
the cafe wasnt even half filled.
the farang team forfeited their bball game so technically,our team won.
right?
since we didnt have a game and i thought he wasnt playing,decided to jes go to city.
jay and his sis came and picked me up and she dropped us at murdoch park n ride.
saw isaac and may there.
and all the bballers,cos they had jes finished their games.
jason was there too!
muahhha.
so once again there was this big group of murdoch students..
jason,bambang,tide,jay and i walked together toward the city but bbg left halfway.
the 4 of us saw nok,ning,kosuke and winson in the city.
stopped to wish nok a happy birthday.
then proceeded to taisho to meet agnes and erin.
but jason left jes before we got to taisho to meet up with his friends.
had dinner then went to the cinema to check out the movies.
ended up watching 'alien vs predator' which i wanted to watch!(:
think it was pretty good.
at least there was some storyline.
but i think there couldve been more action.
wouldve made the movie even better.
went to northbridge after the movie.
jay and erin ate at the hong kong restaraunt.
nat joined us after a while and ate as well.
proceeded to utopia to sing.
everyone was so tired that erin and nat fell asleep while singing.
agnes almost fell asleep as well.
hahha.
left at 0300h.
nat found twenty bucks while walking to the city.
so lucky.
took a cab back and i plonked into bed.


saturday,021004
erin called for a last minute ktv session.
went to meet her and agnes at utopia at about 2250h.
stef came but she had to leave in order to catch the last bus.
isaac and may were about a half hour late.
it wasnt really much fun at first cos we didnt know isaacs three friends.
and they werent real friendly.
but after they left,we were a lot more relaxed and had more fun.
well at least i did cos i did lots of singing.
im a mike hogger!
may and isaac left first,then agnes,erin and i left when they stopped.
which was at 0245h this time.
getting earlier and earlier man.
caught a cab home and plonked into bed again.


sunday,031004
stayed home the whole day cos i was tired.
watched about three of the movies which my sis had rented.
well actually,two and a half movies.


today has kinda jes started so i havent done much.
reinstalled my other comp cos it was getting shitty.
its much better now.
dont know what i ll be doing today.
maybe i ll go play some bball.
exercise!~
have to find activities that dont cost so much to do..
oh.
have to study my human biology cos i havent been paying attention in class.
dont really know whats going on.
i was really shocked that my course mark was about sixty plus,cos ive been failing my tests for this term.
yea but if i continue failing,my mark will continue falling.
have to start working!


starting to get sleepy now.
gonna go to bed already.


.我要忘了他.

♥ 03:22;