tomorrow !!!!!

yessss !
Infernal Affairs II starts tomorrow !!
too bad didn't catch any previews
would've been great ..

hmmm..
not sure what else to write

wells..
saw him today !!
not that i don't see him everyday
but today was better
*haha*
what the hell.
- LaDeeDum -

♥ 20:39;

2 days more !

i'll make this quick, cos supposed to be studying
had some dumb sex talk today
think it's a 'lil too late, isn't it ?

i missed a b4 for lit by one mark
think i got the lowest mark in class
best.
e math was okk.
aiyah whateva it is, i'll have to work for the first 3 months
that's if my mom allows me to

anyways, saw him today !~
not that many times, but enough
*haha*

and heard some stuffs about edison and shawn
wah lao.
it's damn fucked up !
-argh!-
there was some pix of them in the Lifestyle on sunday
heard that there was a short interview of them on the news yesterday too
and newpaper carried a pic of them today
good thing chia ling buys newpaper so i know, so i bought a copy too
gorgeous

[Listening to: Pan Wei Bo - Wo De Mai Ke Feng (03:39)]

♥ 20:25;

4 days to go !

man.
i wonder who the lucky bastards are that got chosen for the event
so lucky man !
can you imagine actually hanging out with them
aiya..
gotta stop harping on this topic
getting kinda boring

hmm..
since they're down in singapore, it's most likely that next month's issues of mags should contain interviews with them
hopefully they'll even give a giant poster of edison and shawn !
it'll be a great addition to my wall

jes watched a couple of musik vids
god..
edison's really drop-dead gorgeous
don't think i've ever been so obsessed by a star before
at least not for so long
you think it's cos ..
nvm.
freaky..

wanna write more about edison, but think it'll be overload
*haha*

so..
life's been pretty shitty

life's nothing but a joke
a great, big joke played on us by God

and i'm so having a fun time
ya, i really am

[Listening to: The Ataris - I Won't Spend Another Night Alone (02:59)]

♥ 18:57;

5 days !

look at edison !
so cute !~
shawn's hair looks so weird
too '70s
hmmm..
looks a 'lil like nick tse

and look what i stumbled upon :

=)

♥ 19:57;

Infernal Affairs II !! 5 days to go.

- wow wee ! -
so many contests are going on for tix for the special preview of "Infernal Affairs II" tomorrow !
edison and shawn will be gracing the event !
man.
can you imagine being there with them ?
- nose bleed -
ah.
have to stop talking about it

maybe i'll type more later
not really in the mood to type loads now

♥ 19:41;

he's online
he's online
he's online !!!

♥ 19:34;

feeling really crapped out now
not even in the mood to bitch about anything
accomplished my task of buying the i Weekly mag
cos it has edison and shawn's poster in it !
too bad it's so small ..

wells.
results aren't too good
there's a slight chance of getting a b4 average
which i will be damn thankful for

oh and saw my handsome neighbour at the bus stop
when walking home, he slipped and almost fell
good thing i didn't burst out laughing
and good thing i wasn't the one
-whew-

hmm..
don't know if there's anything else
saw eyecandy !
he's gorgeous !
to me la ..
*haha*

-sigh-

ah.
heck.

[Listening to: Kid Rock and Eminem - Fuck Off (06:12)]

♥ 17:15;

-argh-
i can't believe i forgot to add some stuffs
yesterday at plaza sing, i saw the heeee-uuge poster for "Infernal Affairs II"
man !
shawn and edison were ab-so-lute-ly droolicious !
i could have sat there the whole day jes looking at the poster ..
it was damn big and there was light-backing
i wanted to steal it
but it's too obvious la
too big too

and today, saw quite a number of cute guys out
no, not handsome
cute.
real cute.
and when i was on the nel, saw this really chio girl
i turned and saw this girl and i was like, "wah! she's so pretty!"
her eyes were damn nice
i only saw her side view, so i'm not so sure about her front
her figure was pretty good too

hmmm..
maybe i should've become a bung
based on what i see, bungs get really good-quality girls
even if they are fat, ugly or short
which fits everything that i am
the only problem ?
i like guys
*haha* yeah ..

[Listening to: sR 71 - Right Now (02:50)]

♥ 23:20;

the a math paper yesterday was an even greater disaster
think i gotta look for a job too
any recommendations, anyone ?

went to plaza sing after the paper yesterday
caught "The Italian (Blow)Job"
it's damn nice
alotta action
and mark whalberg's still sOoOoO good looking
=)
wanted to go catch "Swimming Pool" instead, but since yuki was with us, we couldn't

---

went out again today
went down to MonsterCue cos the rest were catching a movie
didn't know chuan meng and shu heng were that good players
couldn't even tell they played pool
after meng and heng left, bai tian and wen bin came in so they played with us
bai tian's a DAMN good player !
and you know what's so surprising about that ?
he doesn't even know how to set the table ..
*haha*
another surprising thing was that the king of the table was marv
he trashed us FOUR times in a row
beginner's luck ..
=)
played till 6.30 then walked over to hereen cos no one was answering their phones
eugene then finally called and we went to meet them at cine
saw my friend jason there
he's cute
too bad he's too young
so we met up with how yong, eugene, guo xi, yun sheng, lee and yan guang
ya..
think that's all
yan guang and eugene tried to bluff us that they had bought the tix for S.W.A.T
asses ..
went to picnic for dinner
it was fucking crowded, as usual
after eating, i had no idea where they wanted to go, so i left

i hate going out with the guys

okk..
maybe not hate
jes dislike
can you imagine i actually had second thoughts about going out with them today ?
i only went cos there was pool
i like going out with guys..
jes not the e5 bunch in our class
no, not that i have a problem with them
it's jes difficult
very difficult
hell..

was talking to jared about today, and someone
the stuffs he said was damn funny !
*haha*
i'll take into consideration what you said jared
=)
thanks for listening
or rather - reading

don't think i'll be going out again tommorrow
wanna get a good rest
then back to mugging
-sigh-
what's the use ?
what's the fucking use ?
will someone please tell me ?!

[Listening to: Kid Rock and Eminem - Fuck Off (06:12)]

♥ 22:30;

had chem paper today
it was a disaster
i'm def. going to fail
expected that all along, but of cos i hoped that i could jes pass
oh wells.

but good did happen today
i saw eyecandy !
sOoOo many times
but i didn't say hi or talk to him
didn't feel the need to
it was good jes to see him
=)

gtg rest now
hafta prepare for a math paper
then i'll be FREE !!

♥ 13:56;

=)

had e math and history papers today
e math was quite easy
and i was sure i was gonna score cos i saw him quite a number of times before the paper !
*haha*
sooo close
and his hair was very neat today =)

history..
the chapter that i had studied very well for didn't come
so i chose Q1, and i guessed all the stuffs
good thing my guessing skills are so good !
*haha*
hopefully kelvin tan will not realise that i'm actually writing rubbish, and give me some marks
jes gotta hope for the best

it's gonna be over on thursday, 18th september 2003 at 10 a.m.
yes!
i can hardly wait

♥ 14:31;

Infernal Affairs II .. out soon !

-wow wee-
saw the trailer for "Infernal Affairs II" last night
-man-
shawn yue looks hot as hell
think i caught a glimpse of edison looking cool too
it'll be eyecandy galore !
okk, eyecandy aside, the show looks great !
like, damn action and all that
there's alot of plotting and stuffs going on
it's def. a must-see !
can't wait !

anyways, had the physics paper today
and i didn't bring my protractor (is this how you spell it?) along
so..
lost quite a few marks
but it's over already

wells.
gotta get back to studying

♥ 15:40;

first off, there are jes too many things
and what, makes you think that you're not still immature and not grown up?
hell..
i don't even know why i'm wasting my time on you

♥ 23:52;

-ahhhhhh-
eyecandy jes came online !
and i can't bloody talk to him
man.
this sucks.

♥ 23:34;

wells, okk.
i'm sorry.
it's totally your freedom, and you should be able to write whatever you want

oh.
and by the way, you already made an enemy outta me a long time ago

[Listening to: Eminem - Kill You (04:24)]

♥ 23:05;

im going crazy

was going through everyone's blogs, and realised that most people were updating today
so thought i should do that too
and i can't believe how fast time passes
i thought the 911 attack was jes last year, and that this was the first year memorial
then i realised that it's already been two years
man ..
how time flies.

life's damn fucked up at the moment
this fucking "break" isn't what it was cut out to be, man
why in the world are we studying so hard ?
to get a job a few years down the road, and live the exact - if not tougher - same life as we do now ?
this jes fucking sucks

bet those of you reading my entry probably won't believe that i actually studied this week
*haha*
but can't help it
i hafta study, whether i like it or not
can't help that i'm a masochist
i wanna get into a good school, get a well-paid job and suffer with all the deadlines and workloads all over again
it'll be soooo fun
ya.

and while everyone's worrying over studies and everything, someone actually has the time to talk about love and all that.
i mean, why think about all that at a time like this ?
didn't know she actually even felt the loss of it all
thought it was all jes an elaborate scheme
*haha*
and i think that even if she had treasured it and not wrecked it, the outcome would have been the same
meet a better one .. ?
maybe ..
jes maybe ..
*haha*
i feel like i'm being damn mean
but so what ?
i have to find an outlet for my madness that's been built over the past few days
and,
if YOU think that i'm jes shooting my mouth off, without fully understanding what exactly is going on, fine
i don't care.
i'm jes writing my own opinion
YOU probably won't even read this entry, cos the next time you log on will be months later
i don't care about what you think of me.
bloody faker.

can't remember what else i wanted to write
but this release of energy has been good
*haha*
gotta get back to studying, cos i wanna fufil my masochist dream

♥ 18:43;

我会学着放弃你 是因为我太爱你

that's it.
no more eyecandy
or screencandy
never.
again.

-sigh-

♥ 20:02;

quizzies !

*haha*
nice quizzies

♥ 19:58;

finally.. a one week break

what the hell!
jP, a friend from church, jes told me he received an Mp3 player from his aunt
it's the Creative one
400 bucks!
it can store up to 5000 songs i think



if i'm not wrong, it's this Mp3 player
he is one lucky fella

---

anyways, had physics prac today
i found it quite managable
not that difficult
but when we finished the paper, everyone around me was like, " wah! die already la! sure get single digit number.. "
that got me a little worried
but i think i should do quite okk

i went to get my stuffs from the locker, and bing was screaming the locker combination away
so..
i don't know how many people now know my locker combi
my sis was quite pissed

wells.
now we finally have our very well deserved one week break!
after that, it's all the papers again
-man-


the good thing is, i saw eyecandy !
i even spoke to him !
not that i always don't ..
but ..
-wah-
dRool..
and i saw him in front of the t-chers' room
and again in front of the school
but i had to go back to school to get something, so i thought i couldn't walk with him
saw some of his friends up ahead anyways
when i took my stuffs, saw that he was still at the school gate with his friends
i didn't even say 'bye'
i don't know why
it's seems .. different
jes with him

-aargh-
im thinking too much

---

hmmm ..
what do you people think of this Mp3 player ?
looks nice ?
it's the Creative Nomad MuVo NX
i'm thinking of getting it
jes considering


eh, maybe this one
it's the latest i guess




looks kinda nice



[Listening to: Jay Chou - Ti Tian (03:33)]

♥ 17:48;

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You must be so proud


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*haha*
a stupid bunny


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♥ 14:24;

-La La La-

heyys.
was home early today
had a math paper one
it was pretty straight forward, cos it was set by lee moh choon
but, i didn't know quite a few sums
so dumb!
now i know how to do them
jes couldn't think of it at the time
fuck

anyways, had chem prac yesterday (for more details, refer to marv's blog)
it was pretty easy
but i screwed some questions
-blah-

having physics prac tomorrow
yuck.
anything can come out
hope it's something easy =)

wells.
on to something else
i saw eyecandy today ~
-la la la-


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uh.
don't think there's anything else
-sian-

♥ 13:43;

fuck this shit

back again
it's been quite a while since i last blogged
even poh's blogging more than i do


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guess not many people are in the mood to blog anymore
only bing and poh's blogging more regularly
but not in the midst of prelim
life jes sucks at the moment
nothing much to blog about

well, well, well ..
guess who's new on the scene
can't blog so much "secrets"
or they wouldn't be "secrets" anymore
*haha*

-blah-
i can't be bothered to update for the rest of the days now
seems so boring
today was the e math paper 1 and social studies paper
man ..
it sucked
damn fucked up
for social studies, i studied 'sustainable development' and the theme 'conflict and cooperation'
did slipshot reviews for both
so..
it was kinda jes half done
and conflict came out
managed to jes get some shit down
fuck s.s
fuck zhonghua
fuck singapore

speaking of zhonghua..
we had the WORST teachers' day celebration ever
we waited for nearly an hour for the teachers to appear
and when we took 10 mins to assemble for the aces day workout, iswaran kicked up a fuss
so, we can't be late, but they can?
we're not humans, with no time of our own is it?
and the concert was sOoOoOo freakin boring
i almost fell asleep
good thing i had my eyecandy =)
soooo ..
watched more shit
was totally bull

when tan hwee pin went on stage to give her "speech", only a few pathetic sec 1s clapped
but, it was a totally different story with violet loo
when she went on stage, everyone cheered and clapped sOoOoOo loudly !
man!
that was the climax of the day
when loo waved her bouquet, everyone cheered and clapped again
when tan waved .. nothing much really
was quite quiet
*haha*
served that fucking bitch right !

the celebration in our class kinda sucked
wasn't as fun as last year's
but ..
who cares ?

went to woodlands library to study in the afternoon
unbelievable right ?
even my mom couldn't believe me when she called me up
*haha*
but, what to do ?
prelim already
i can't jes sit around and rot away
have to be practical
suicide isn't a solution

saw my eyecandy lots today !
as well as on teachers' day
think he's helped me loads for my papers
well, he doesn't know it
but i feel more confident and clearer after getting a peek at him
*haha*
sounds dumb right ?

- 我会学着放弃你 是因为我太爱你 -

♥ 17:11;