damn !!

heard that kazaa users are being nabbed
hafta download more edison stuffs
*haha*

nothin much in school today
was kinda boring ..

after school was a different matter
damn suay today !
something happened in school
but can't say la
really damn fucking suay
i was so pissed, i wanted to kill someone
i should have reacted differently man

the only good thing that happened after school was that i saw felix
and he sat at the table next to mine !
when i went across again, walked past him and he said bye i think
that's probably the only good thing that happened today
well, there was something else good
but it was actually a trouble in disguise

so, was walking to the bus interchange with swee shan and yan xi
two guys and a girl overtook us on the way
two of them were actually a couple
but the guy was short for the girl, and the guy looked so young for her
the guy was wearing a pink shirt
a pink one mind you
so i was commenting la
said wah he's so short blah, blah, blah

when we reached the interchange, saw bernice
she was with some st. gab guys
then she saw another st. gab guy sitting on the bench
and used some sweet voice to ask "why you diao me?" or something la
then i imitated her
swee shan and yan xi told me that she turned and looked at us
so suay ..
she heard me
maybe i'll kena ham tum by some of them tomorrow
*haha*

while we were waiting for yan xi to top up her card, the girl from before appraoached swee shan and me
asked me if i said her boyfriend was short
obviously i said no, that i was talking about my friend
she think i'm so free to pick a fight with her ah ?
over her retarded boyfriend some more
the girl was sOoOo ugly
the two were a perfect match
if she's so bothered about what people think of her boyfriend, then why go with him?
bloody idiot

swee shan kept wondering what would have happened if i had said yes
cos swee said that she didn't look like the kind that had back-up or anything
maybe she would have used her ugliness or her boyfriend's pink shirt to scare us or something
guess we'll never know now ..

but really damn suay today
-blah-
continue shooting off my mouth and i'm gonna kena from someone one day

saw him quite a few times today
saw him after school, and was quite happy
but something made me pissed
so i wasn't in the mood anymore
bloody hell

i'm wondering if i should tell him how i feel
before word gets out and he gets a warped version of everything
although i don't think it'll make any difference
heill probably jes be freaked out or something
-sigh-
why's it so difficult jes to like someone ?

dinner time
byes

♥ 20:04;