-argh-

aiyah.
damnit.
my ealier entry didn't manage to load !
-aarrgh-

didn't do much today
actually, didn't do anything today
think the booze from last night got to me
not used to alcohol

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8th august 2003, friday
had cross-country in the morning
then headed down to plaza sing to meet up with how yong, lee, eugene and yan guang
saw zhi ying & eileen on bus 70
saw germaine in the mrt
saw serene ow at dhoby ghaut
saw tricia, zi jing and a friend of theirs too
was supposed to catch a movie but every movie was full
decided to have lunch instead

headed down to heeren to meet up with ali and ben
saw noel koh with a bunch of students from e2, e3, e6, e7
a bunch of students from 5n1, and 3n i think
can't remember who else
marv and bing joined us later
while we were waiting for our table, saw jane and co.
we finally managed to get some seats at 5
lunch at 5
early right ?
*haha*
we sat at seperate tables at first
but managed to grab a larger table so we shifted there
i tell you, eating with yan guang and lee is the hardest thing to do
esp. with yan guang
that guy's a walking disaster
everyone was laughing so hard
my stomach was hurting damn bad
we finished at around 6, and how yong, lee, eugene & yan guang left for tuition
ali, ben, marv and i walked around a little
split up after awhile

went to heartland mall to grab a book befor going to kenneth's place
took the bus 80 but missed the stop and ended up in geylang instead
so had to take a taxi to his house
-blur-
the bbq was pretty fun
was like a mini 2e6 renunion, as well as a 4e5 bbq
chun teng had around 2 bottles of booze and he threw up
damn terrible
watched the soccer match between HK & Real Madrid
don't know what happened to casillas man ..
played strip daidee
some people were playing mahjong
we left at around 11:30

was quite a packed day yesterday
fun too ~

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if you really love him, you have to let him know.
if you really love him, you can never let him go.
if you really love him, he'll shine inside your heart.
if you really love him, you'll never drift apart.
if you really love him, you'll never leave him blue.
if you really love him, you'll treat him like he's gold.
if you really love him, thinking of him will never get old.

he kinda gives me a weird look if i look at him when i'm talking
it's like a ..
a curious look
i don't really know how to say it
i don't know why he gives me that look either
all i know is that all this hurts too darn much
maybe i should jes stick to my promise
-sigh-
i don't know what to think
messed.
up.

i cannot like him
i will not like him
i do not like him
boy.
who am i kidding?

[Listening to: Be My Baby - Edison - Ed Is On (04:24)]

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